I knew things were going to change, but i thought it wouldn't be for the worse. I understand things are difficult, but maybe its just me not knowing how to deal? I just want to be alone, and everyone keeps coming over and i understand people grieve differently. Its just annoying. Everything has changed so much, i don't think i can take anymore. I want to make things easy as they are, but i can't help but feel things would be easier if we were on our own.
And its not going to be like that for a long while, which makes me feel so many things. I feel like i am stuck between a rock and a hard place. Im sinking in quick sand.
I feel like the things i want are unreachable and it makes me want to give up. But then so many people will be disappointed in me.
My brain used to be a perfect puzzle and all the pieces fit together. Now, its like the pieces have been put through the shredder and I'm trying to put them together again. Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall, humpty dumpty had great fall.....
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